Saturday :

I'm rotting myself at home like fcuking shit ;x fcuk ! I just said FCUK, dang it. I think I gotta stop saying cb and fcuk ;x curses ! darn meiling ! influenced me ;x lol. & then I was watching tv the whole day ;x lol. I'm so bored that, I can't even use this toothpick lappie. & mummy left for barbecue, but I rejected her ;x lol. & then she went off, feeling hurt, just like anne frank's mother ;x LOL. nah, where got so dramatic ? ;x lol. No feeling only ;x & oh and I really miss meling alot T,T & I usually hang out with meiling today T,T I fcuking miss her, wait, oops. I just said fcuking ;x I bloody miss her alot ;x lol.

Sunday :

Mummy promised to bring me out, but she ended up going out with my uncle. Zzz. knn. & then later she gave me money to buy my lollipop necklace. & then went to meet Joell. Meet her at Far East and then we shop shop shop ;x lol. & I decided not to collect my lolita shoes anymore, cus it took me about dont know how many months to wait for that shoe to be made. & when I went there, the shoe was made in a WRONG pattern. Zzz. Fcuking pissed off can. & then I told the shop keeper say that I don't want the shoe anymroe, dont need to make another new one. & so, she said okay, and I exchanged my deposit with a few items (: & then later went to Heeren and bought my LOLLIPOP necklace ;DD & it cost me quite a bomb, price was $42.9o but then there's this great singapore sales, so the price became $34. & then went to find Joell's flat shoe, she bought one at Far East and reserved a top, which is the same as me ;DD & oh yeah, I also bought a crown ring T,T But I still find it quite nice. & then later she went to my house to borrow the shoe bag, and then sent her to my bus stop and then she ended up meeting junming and guai lan at tiong, and I pei-ed her okay ;D lol. & then later I went home ;x & then the bus stop was kinda creepy. Lol. & then later went home and talked with yuen yuen and yolanda. I just hoped that all of us will be back together again, like how we used to play and talk together, with meiling together with us.

Today :

I woke up fcuking early ;x lol. about 9+ lol. shocking right ? ;x & I shall post some pictures later.