My weekends are totally ruined by this ediotic sickness of mine T,T RAHHH.. Fever, coughs, phlegms in my throat, stomachache, vomits and last but not least, the most horrible NIGHTMARE, HEADACHES. I HATE IT ALOT. URGH ! My ppg blouse has gotta wait for another week again T,T I want it sooooo badly T,T & I'm down with all these ediotic sickess. urgh ! KILL THEM WITH MEDICINES ! Oh, what I ate is what I throw up, like omgosh can. I'm feeling so horrible. Zzz. But now, of course I'm feeling better (: & I can't even get the chance to go lan T,T FCUKKKK ! I miss-ed school today. Urgh ! & those pills I have to take are horrible, the smell of it, makes me feel like puking. & I'm puking alot T,T How I wished the doctor would give me sweet syrups ;DDD I fcuking hate the doctor. Urgh ! When he was checking whatever on my body, he pulled up my shirt, and mum was beside him, so she kinda saw my piercing. Zzz. FCUKKKKK, I know she's angry with me now and my father will probably know it sooner or later, like wtf ? & the doctor still can laugh, I feel like slapping him. Anyway, it took sucha long time to see him. Zzz. Like more than half an hour ? Cus there were alot of patients, esp old ladies, they're not even sick at all, what for see a doctor ? It's better to die earlier than to waste their children's money on food and water. & I'm using this lousy lappie secretly ;x It's so fcuking laggy. Feel like throwing it on the floor and hitting it with a really hard object. Urgh ! Oh yeah, I'm going back to sch tmr with a weird voice and an irritating flu. Zzz. I've got bad results and bad health. What the kind of shit is this ? Zzz. God is so unfair to me.