Today, I've thought about something for quite a long time.

I shouldn't be too naive enough to think that this wasn't happening. I need to wake up from my dreams and move on.

I was too confident about this damn thing. But now, ** really proved to me that this was actually happening and this is what's gonna be forever.

Coldness, impoliteness. This wasn't *** usual self, ** used to put everything aside and put me in *** first priority. I thought everything remained the same till I had a couple of conversations with *** and I observed each and every one of it.

Disappointments. Regretted a lot. Anyway, it's too late yeah ? (:

Sometimes when I think of it, my eyes would just go blur.