My contacts are still on. My eyes are like.. holy shit mothereff. I wish they had like permanent contacts so I won't have t remove it. Yeah, concealer's still on too btw. I've been a lazy pig for th past few days.
Kept procrastinating lika pig. Wish I'd turn muslim so maybe this will stop.
Getting really sick of life. Studying is sick max. Its like having sex w a pig.
Kay shit I'm like talking like S now. Heavily influenced by his dirty words.
Moving on..
I have really a lot of shits t do and I lost th determination t study. It's always like tht. Whenever a big test is coming up, I'll lose my motivation. Whenever a peanut test is coming up, I'll mug lika dog like no tmr.
When I study and I don't understand certain concepts, instead of trying t find ways t understand it, my brain just keeps telling me t transfer t poly. Then I'll start thinking about what course t take in np since J's in there. And then I keep thinking.. spending like almost 10mins t think..
*GONE*
10 MINS JUST GONE..
Never ever underestimate th length of 10mins...
you can like memorise th entire chemical mechanism.
you can solve a question?
And then after 10mins, I moved on.
Again.. I'm stuck w another shit... so th cycle repeats. So do you have any idea how am I gna do well for A's if this shit keeps coming?
Haaaaaaaai.
I've got a bad feeling about th upcoming common test.
Kiss this post w luck.
No comments:
Post a Comment