I am perfectly fine, my love ones.

So.. I had a good long 3hrs chat w mama. Oh lord, now I'm really behind my schedule. Anws, she told me that my relatives were asking like how am I coping w th breakup that kind of thing. Ok they were worried for me. And I literally immediately teared cus I felt really touched and blessed t have such nice and caring relatives. I feel like I have a lot of mothers now. And my mum also added on like how worried she was and even thought I'll commit suicide that kind of shit. And I'm like..no mummy, I won't lol. Yeah so that night I lied t her that I went for a midnight movie and only got home at 4+am, making use of th fact that I just got dumped and I needed t do something happy. So she was really convinced that I went for a midnight movie and then I MIGHT GO T A CLUB AND DRINK MY SORROWS AWAY AND GET WASTED LOL. So she told me she was really worried that night. And you know how guilty I felt for lying t her so I confessed that I actually went t work LOLOLOLOLOL. And she was like Y U NO TELL ME TH TRUTH, I WOULD'VE ALLOWED. And I'm like....FTS man I could have saved on my cab fare. Anw, I'm blogging tonight cus I'm really happy that she finally allows me t continue working at filter but only during th holidays. God I'm so sick of lying. Reason is bcus her nerdy and geeky boss' son reassured her that my job was safe and that I didn't had t show my skin or whatsoever. WOOHOO. Okay maybe I should accept his fb friend request and stop insulting him. Hahahahhaahhahahah. I really really really love my mother :* and grateful for th fortunate things tht has happened t me so far. Like even though it looks negative on th surface, look even deeper there's actually some good angles t look at. It all depends on perspectives. Enough about my mother, she has been th hot topic for my past few entries. I'm also v glad t have nice and caring friends (: really touched by this wanker's words lol even though I don't want her t really do it but just feeling blessed t have a friend who's willing t stand up for me. Awwww.... Hehehe. I hope my life remains like this forever, w/o th a levels part of course. Hehehehehehe