Celebrated my birthday w my friends (: (: (: Really enjoyed my friends' company. My birthday always turns out th best when I least expected it.
Honestly, I barely rmbered my own birthday. Got so many things at hand now bcus I lost my damn phone. All my work my schedules and stuffs..too many things t handle. Come t think of it, I've got everything planned, is just me feeling messy and disorganized. Probably cus I can't access my icloud as and when I feel like it. I have this habit of checking my calender almost every 6 hours.
Soz..my birthday wish didn't come true. I didn't see P in my dream/reality. I miss him so much /: It's been more than 2 months but it feels like its been a few years since he passed on.
Hate it when sissy or mom mentions about p in front of me. They sound as if they aren't sad or anything. Asked sissy whether or not she misses p and she said, "I chose t move on."
I wish I could control my feelings like how everyone in my family does. I'm starting t think that I'm overreacting. God...why do I have t be so bad at controlling my emotions.
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