Today was not a v nice day. Sighs. Let me start about wht happened this morning. Daddy fetched me to school ;D & I was trying on my new blue contact lenses. ZZZ. It took me like half an hour plus plus plus ? ZZZ ! It's so freaking long luh, it always tends to flatten it immediately when it touches my eyelashes or my eyeball of course. Zzz. Joell experienced the same thing too. Lol. & & & I ended up going to school late.
Form teacher period was like, moving the tables & chairs, for no APPARENT reason. Weird....Anw, we're gonna take our bloody exams in the hall. So, PE was like so sweaty today. We ran, did squats, sit-ups(which I skipped it alot of times) and jumping jets(Okay, so maybe I skipped tht too). During History lesson, Joell was putting on her contact lenses. Lol. & & & she's sucha noooooob xp Cannot even look at her when she's putting it. Lol. & She keeps on saying tht it looks like a fish eye ball. I know tht okay, JOELL KHER. I feel tht history lessons are getting more interesting day by day, dont you think so ? I still rmbered wht Yi En says," I was I was born in the past, so I don't have to learn history." Lol. Sorta like tht, I guess.. ? Aft History, was Science and we had revision ;DD My fav part ! I don't know why but I just love it, although I don't get to ans the qns ms liang asks. Recess, we sat with 8 xians ;D Hehes. But I still miss sitting with Jezlyn, Sob, Brenda and Chirstine. Oh, forgot to mention, it's the SMALL brenda ;D Speaking of which, reminds me of tht 8 XIAN TAI TOUUUUUUU. AHHAHAHA. I'm laughing now. Lol. I just don't understand how did an ugly duckling became a swan ? Who knows, plastic surgeries could have result to tht ? Lol. Anw, CONTINUE to the next part ! Aft recess was tht old hag's lesson. She's being ridiculous okay. Zzz. Xiang Hua was like taking the penknife and pointing to me, saying something like :" bu yao dong". SO I replied:"bu yao sha wo bu yao sha wo" & I took out a penknife from my pencil case:"bu yao sha wo, wo sha lerh ni cai ke yi sha wo" Lol. So he was like cha cha cha-ing the penknife. & the penknife cut my thumb T,T Stupid boy boy. I started squeezing all the bloood in my thumb ;x & I find it disgusting. Lol. Used a tissue and wrapped it around, then went to the loo loo to clean the wound. There's still bloody flowing out nw. Zzz. Act, the reason is because I'm squeezing out the blood ;x Lol. & Xiang Hua became a bastard, saying :" kuai lerh derh shi jian guo der zhen kuai". Zzz. & then did the ying yong wen. zzz. Stupid hag, made me went out of the classroom to do tht stupid ying yong wen. But nvm, cus I was sitting with Esther, Hui Yun and Vivian. Lol. They are always making me laugh ;x Aft chinese was DNT. & & &, we did the soldering thingy. I did it like within the 2 periods ;DD Hehes. I thinkkkk.. ? & i even had time to help Xiang Hua and Joell do ;DD Wht a pro am I ;DDD Lol. Aft DNT, was Music, and I so miss Ms Lim now. I dont know why, but I really think tht she's a good english teacher, better than nazree's mother(mrs tee).
Aft sch, wanted to study with my other 6 xians, but didn't. Just feel like going home.. When I got home, I saw big bitch play neopets. LOL. Like how long was tht neopets game ? & I saw her buying stocks. & guess wht ? She earned 60np aft selling one stock. Pretty lame to me. & I helped her play meepit juice break. I'm freakingg shocked by my score ;x Lol. Aft so many years, I hadn't touch a single thing on neopets. & guess my high score ? 3000+++ I'm so happyyyyy ;DD Way over my ability. So when I send score, I got 1000np. & big bitch was shocked, she thinks it's too little. What a dumb ass ! The most np we could get in NP, is 1000np only in a game. & then went to study ;DD I feel so proud of myself ;DD *claps xp

Today, I feel tht I'm ruining his life. Frm the way he talks to me, it's like all my fault. Yes, it's my fault tht I'm always with my friends and not with him, causing him to cry and all those stuffs. Causing him to be stress, smoke and others. I feel bad about it, and he's always asking me those qns, I really don't wish to ans. & it's gonna hurt him. Sighs. Wish I didn't had to do this.
I wish tht nth about this had happened before.
I wish tht he wouldn't be stress.
I wish tht he could study well.
I wish tht I hadn't break my promises to him.
I wish tht I wasn't bad to him in the first place.
I wish tht I could turn the time.

Sighs. Tmr is English EYE paper. & I think I'm gonna fail. Zzz. I'm making myself confident enough to get a B or A for my English. I can't possibly get a C this time round, I think I shouldn't disappoint my parents. & my mother is always poking holes in my self esteem bucket. Zzz. & so is my dad. They're always thinking tht I can't do well for my test papers, and I think tht they looked down on me. Zzz. MY MOTHER, always saying tht her friends' son/daughter is always getting better marks than me. & my dad, always having high expectations on me. He wants me to get into Triple Science course. Which I think it's impossible, but maybe possible I guess...? To get into Combined science. But the worst thing is, I don't have Biology. I love bio, and I really want to get into triple science course. 2e4, 2e5 and 2e6 is so competitive. Zzz.

Oh, and I've made up my mind. I'm gonna use my holiday time to work and buy a new lappie for MYSELF, not my sis ! ;D For 2 months, 9am-6pm, I'm gonna work in my dad's office. So 2 months, I get $4oo per month. During tht 2 months' time, I wna work a night shift at Mac ;x Lol. & I think it's enough for me to buy a lappie then ;DD & mum thinks tht I'm disorganise. Whtever luh. Zzz. Guess I shall end here now and continue with my revision.