I wished that I was living in a tale.
I wished that everything I've heard was untrue.
I wished that you were lying to me.
I wished that I didn't met you.
I wished that I wasn't even born.

Cus I learnt something valuable today.

We make them cry who care for us.
We cry for those who never care for us.
And we care for those who will never cry for us.

I can't stop remembering these sentences in my head. People who believe in love wouldn't believe these sentences. However, when they're out of love, I think they'll believe that this world, created by god, is a realistic one.

Everyday, I never fail to think about something before I go to bed. It's always this this this. The same thing over and over again.

I badly need sleeping pills. I barely had a good rest.

Sometimes, I have some undesirable thoughts.

I love no one but myself.