I'm always lying to my mom about where I go. But today, I told her the truth that I wna go clubbing tmr. & she said, no. -,- So what's the fcuking point of telling her the truth ?

I took an adult's advice. I listened to her. She told me everything that I should do with my mom, to improve my relationship with her. In the end, it got worst. I should've just lied to my mom that I'm going to chalet luh.

Whatever shit. Why can't I go clubbing when my sister can go at a age of 16 ? My mom thinks that she knows how to make friends and choose the right friends. If my sister was that smart, her Gucci belt wouldn't have gotten stolen by her friend.

Oh, did I forgot to add in her dior cardholder ? Oh, sorry. It wasn't hers, it was my grandfather's. What a loser. Well, I'm glad I placed my stuffs in the house in an organized way.

What's the fucking point ? It doesn't pays to be truthful. Zzz.

I'm FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING disappointed.

Plus, my mom mentioned about Zenn that she's a really nice friend of my sister. Zenn even came over to our house to help my sister to cook dinner for all of us since my maid went to visit her family.

So I'm like.. duh. Zenn would do that cus she's my sister's girlfriend. What a loser. I mean like.. which boyfriend/girlfriend wouldn't do that ? -,- If he/she's just a friend, who the fucking hell would do that ? I mean like.. of course there would be.. but seldom right ? Zzz. Ridiculous.

& the family's always giving their fcuking attention to this bitch in the house. It's almost like everything I did was wrong.

Yes, I worked freaking hard and got in to 3E4 and what was their reaction ?

Oh good lo like that.

Zzz. & when my sister did nothing, they just rejoiced for her as if she achieved something great. Kiss my fucking ass. She used a lot of my parents' money on her education luh. Wtf.