To think I was foolish enough to break down uncontrollably. Life's unfair. Why did I have to lose somebody who's as precious as a gem to me ?

My New Year and Christmas is ruined permanently. My 14 year old birthday, Nationaly Day 2007 and also Mooncake festival 2007 is also ruined. It just doesn't seems right. I used to be happy and now, it's like everything's just gone.

Why ? /: