Troubled.

I know I'm not supposed to be here.

To me, he looks healthy but in the inside, he's in pain. He's going to put the tube tomorrow. He won't be using his teeth for these few days. Hopefully, his heart will be stronger.

I'm going to see him tomorrow.

I think I shouldn't dread too much about this. It's distracting me a lot. I'm going to make it through. I will and I can. At least he's a bit happy now.

He's kinda funny at times. He even quarrelled w the dietitian. Wth -,- Well, at least he's willing to put the tube.

Bye, hopefully I won't be coming online for the next few days. I hope so ?

I wished that you were there for me instead of her /: I really need you.