Disappointments.

I've had enough losing. I've had enough battles. I'm very tired. I need a rest. I'm going to break down sooner or later.

I want to end it all. I want to end everything beautifully, but I lack of the ability.

I'm a very exhausted pussy now.

Okay, in other words, I'm fuckin' stressed up. I don't know how to study Bonding in Singapore. I'm stuck with this bloody chapter and globalisation. Shit lo. Shit lo. Fail lo. Fuck lo. Stupid pussy.

I feel like crying badly now.

Where's a meiling when you need one ? Actually, I'm waiting for her call luh. Hah. We just talked over the phone.

Yesterday, she's super asshole can. She freakin' use my phone and text people. LOL, including replying Yolanda. Telling her how much I'm in love with her that I wna kiss and hug her so much.

Wth. Lesbian fetish. Lol.

She also text Nelson which was really funny.

M: Hello Nelson Koh.

N: Who areyou ?

M: wo shi nin lao bu, ma li. ni bu zhi dao wo gang cong zhong guo hui lai ma ?

N : You are not my mum. My mum will nvr talk like that.

LOL. WHAT A LAME ANSWER, which made meiling and I laughing our ass off really bad.

Ps I lve Y&M a lot a lot a lot.